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Episode 1: My Yellow-No longer a call away

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Yellow was never just a color — it was my Grandpa’s phone, the one he called “my yellow.” In this episode, I share what it’s like to lose the person who was always your call away and learn how grief quietly changes everything.


From hospital rooms and final goodbyes to finding joy in the everyday again, this episode is about love, loss, and carrying someone with you even when the phone goes silent.


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